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Wrapping Paper

Robin~chan! Thank-you for the necklace! Just got it in the mail finally! <3

But I really have to ask. Crocodile wrapping paper? Why? Isn't that a little... strange? Cute though:

And I have no idea what to do with the erasers. Even if they're cute too:

~~If you're trying to send a message, it's unecessary. I got it. Jeez.~~

Also between this and Father's Day it got me wondering. There's thousands of types of wrapping paper with some strange, sometimes cute designs. Anyone have a favorite? Do you guys just use whatever's cheap/handy or get something personal for the person it's for, or personal coming from you?

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Ahahaha... what? Jeez... no! No way! Are you kidding? First off... I don't want back in his life. I'd just as soon we kept our distance this time. Secondly... I'm not telling him anything like that... ever. And thirdly... I'm done making myself miserable with him.

Good. Now just convince yourself of that, and you'll be fine.

I am convinced of that. What makes you think I'm not?

Jyabura's the only thing that proves my luck isn't thoroughly 100% abysmal all the time. I'm not going to mess that up for someone with whom I'd already KNOW how things would turn out. I want to see this through to see what does happen. I'm not going to sabotage myself on this. Especially not for Lupin.

You obviously have feelings for him - feelings about him, rather. You've a history together, so it's understandable.

Tch. I'm told you don't stop caring about people just because you don't want to even think about them. But it doesn't matter. Whatever I feelings I once held or might still linger I have no intentions to do anything with them.

That's fine, but the point remains that the feelings exist and that you have to deal with them.

By doing what exactly? Talking to him about them? Never.

If I knew how to deal with emotion, I would tell you. Perhaps you could speak to someone who might be able to advise you better on the subject.

I'd just as soon not. *sigh* I don't really see who I'd ask or what about.

Well, neither do I. But I hope you figure it out. You're more annoying than usual when in the midst of emotional crisis.

It's not an emotional crisis because I'd just as soon forget the whole thing. Yeah I mean... jeez I thought he was dead but that's not the same. I mean I'm actually annoyed he's alive. So I don't think you need to worry I'm going to run off and join him.

Ugh. I'm so not thrilled that the S.S. Haruhi invited him to join though. I was quite enjoying him being in another ocean entirely.

You have tags related to how much you don't miss him, and aren't worried about him.

That's the point. I don't miss him. Jeez you're like Luffy on this. I don't miss him okay? I can laugh and smile without him around and I don't want him around messing up my plans. Why is that such a hard concept for people? Holidays just remind me he's not around. April's Fools he always pulled pranks, and Father's Day reminds me of Pops and Lupin II but I don't actually miss. And I was worried he was dead, yeah but that's not the same as...

Look I was just... jeez if anyone's going to kill Lupin it shouldn't be because he fucking fell overboard and drowned. He's an idiot but he's better than that at least. If he died from that then... it would mean I really ... wasn't capable of much. Look you don't get it. Lupin was the BEST thief in the whole world. Not just because of his name but luck and skills and I was the only one who could get the better of him. And for whatever reasons why that was, I still liked that. If he went down by drowning that'd be like saying... my skills meant nothing because he really just wasn an idiot all along. I mean you love Luffy so bad example but if you didn't love him; if you really HATED him too then wouldn't you hate even more just seeing him die from something as stupid as drowning?

Like aaaahhh Smoker ages and ages ago always said he hated Portgas. In the SAME stupid way I hate Lupin. Yeah... there's somethings I love about Lupin. And at least for all his faults Ace is loyal to Smoker because he's smart enough not to fuck that up. But Ace is like... practically Smoker's only equal right? Well Lupin isn't exactly like that because lots of men could have killed me. But Lupin was like... my only real rival in the world too. It's complicated. But if he dies, it better not be from something stupid as that since he's fucking survived everything else life and me or Jigen or Goemon or Zenigata threw at him.

...

I understand what you mean. That is the way I used to feel about Luffy. It's the way I still feel about him in some respects, to be honest.

I just don't want to see this become a problem. I've decided that I'm the only one allowed to hurt you, you know.

Ah. Understood.

I remember. <3 Well... if you're worried about him hurting me. You don't need to. I've walked out on him. I know how to handle him better than anyone else. Watch your step around him. He seems much more like an idiot than he is. Like Luffy.

I assure you that I can handle myself.

Not in the way I mean. Just don't underestimate him. He's an idiot but...

I no longer underestimate anyone.

Smart man.

Hey Lucci... you and Kaku arne't ever plannint to adopt or have kids, right?

What? No. A thousand times no.

...Has he spoken to you about it?

..........

No. Remember our discussion about how kids suck like a couple days ago?

...Thank several nonexistent deities. I apologize for that moment of irrational paranoia.

Yes, I remember. What about it?

... Hahahaha... Oh man. It's just... haha. Sorry. Didn't mean to freak you out.

Uh... hn. I'm kind of tempted to just say nevermind.

I forgot how opposite you and Jyabura are sometimes.

...

He--

Oh.

...I'm sure this is a situation that requires one to tread lightly, and I have no response that might be classified as delicate or tactful.

Ah... you don't have to. I'm mostly just thinking out loud I guess. I'm trying to just... not rush into something I'm not ready for and still remember all the reasons why on both sides. So someone really... who loathes kids more than I do and someone who likes them more and ahahahaha oh man your reaction is priceless. :D :D :D

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