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Wrapping Paper

Robin~chan! Thank-you for the necklace! Just got it in the mail finally! <3

But I really have to ask. Crocodile wrapping paper? Why? Isn't that a little... strange? Cute though:

And I have no idea what to do with the erasers. Even if they're cute too:

~~If you're trying to send a message, it's unecessary. I got it. Jeez.~~

Also between this and Father's Day it got me wondering. There's thousands of types of wrapping paper with some strange, sometimes cute designs. Anyone have a favorite? Do you guys just use whatever's cheap/handy or get something personal for the person it's for, or personal coming from you?

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If I knew how to deal with emotion, I would tell you. Perhaps you could speak to someone who might be able to advise you better on the subject.

I'd just as soon not. *sigh* I don't really see who I'd ask or what about.

Well, neither do I. But I hope you figure it out. You're more annoying than usual when in the midst of emotional crisis.

It's not an emotional crisis because I'd just as soon forget the whole thing. Yeah I mean... jeez I thought he was dead but that's not the same. I mean I'm actually annoyed he's alive. So I don't think you need to worry I'm going to run off and join him.

Ugh. I'm so not thrilled that the S.S. Haruhi invited him to join though. I was quite enjoying him being in another ocean entirely.

You have tags related to how much you don't miss him, and aren't worried about him.

That's the point. I don't miss him. Jeez you're like Luffy on this. I don't miss him okay? I can laugh and smile without him around and I don't want him around messing up my plans. Why is that such a hard concept for people? Holidays just remind me he's not around. April's Fools he always pulled pranks, and Father's Day reminds me of Pops and Lupin II but I don't actually miss. And I was worried he was dead, yeah but that's not the same as...

Look I was just... jeez if anyone's going to kill Lupin it shouldn't be because he fucking fell overboard and drowned. He's an idiot but he's better than that at least. If he died from that then... it would mean I really ... wasn't capable of much. Look you don't get it. Lupin was the BEST thief in the whole world. Not just because of his name but luck and skills and I was the only one who could get the better of him. And for whatever reasons why that was, I still liked that. If he went down by drowning that'd be like saying... my skills meant nothing because he really just wasn an idiot all along. I mean you love Luffy so bad example but if you didn't love him; if you really HATED him too then wouldn't you hate even more just seeing him die from something as stupid as drowning?

Like aaaahhh Smoker ages and ages ago always said he hated Portgas. In the SAME stupid way I hate Lupin. Yeah... there's somethings I love about Lupin. And at least for all his faults Ace is loyal to Smoker because he's smart enough not to fuck that up. But Ace is like... practically Smoker's only equal right? Well Lupin isn't exactly like that because lots of men could have killed me. But Lupin was like... my only real rival in the world too. It's complicated. But if he dies, it better not be from something stupid as that since he's fucking survived everything else life and me or Jigen or Goemon or Zenigata threw at him.

...

I understand what you mean. That is the way I used to feel about Luffy. It's the way I still feel about him in some respects, to be honest.

I just don't want to see this become a problem. I've decided that I'm the only one allowed to hurt you, you know.

Ah. Understood.

I remember. <3 Well... if you're worried about him hurting me. You don't need to. I've walked out on him. I know how to handle him better than anyone else. Watch your step around him. He seems much more like an idiot than he is. Like Luffy.

I assure you that I can handle myself.

Not in the way I mean. Just don't underestimate him. He's an idiot but...

I no longer underestimate anyone.

Smart man.

Hey Lucci... you and Kaku arne't ever plannint to adopt or have kids, right?

What? No. A thousand times no.

...Has he spoken to you about it?

..........

No. Remember our discussion about how kids suck like a couple days ago?

...Thank several nonexistent deities. I apologize for that moment of irrational paranoia.

Yes, I remember. What about it?

... Hahahaha... Oh man. It's just... haha. Sorry. Didn't mean to freak you out.

Uh... hn. I'm kind of tempted to just say nevermind.

I forgot how opposite you and Jyabura are sometimes.

...

He--

Oh.

...I'm sure this is a situation that requires one to tread lightly, and I have no response that might be classified as delicate or tactful.

Ah... you don't have to. I'm mostly just thinking out loud I guess. I'm trying to just... not rush into something I'm not ready for and still remember all the reasons why on both sides. So someone really... who loathes kids more than I do and someone who likes them more and ahahahaha oh man your reaction is priceless. :D :D :D

It's not funny.

...I-- this is difficult. Pardon me. ...I know that you can be impulsive, and I've somehow managed to grow fond enough of you not to want to see you rush into something you might regret. So I would advise you to think it through very thoroughly.

On that same note...I...no, never mind. Don't do something just to make someone else happy; it's stupid.

Yes it is.

I know. And I am thinking it through. It's just... the more I think about it the more I think my main reason for really really not wanting kids was I jsut never had the right guy either. I mean... yeah Lupin likes kids... a lot... but. Having kids with him was out of the question because an ego like that would not permit it. And hn.

I wouldn't do it just to make him happy. I'd do it if... it might make me happy too. I just don't know one way or another yet. I'm thinking. What else were you going to say? I'd actually prefer to hear it.

It is not.

Well, just be aware that there are pros and cons to be considered.

...What I was going to say is that I've also, god forbid, grown...tolerant enough of the mutt that I don't want to see him...hurt. Only because I am the only one allowed to destroy his happiness. So don't string him along.

Is so.

I am.

Ah good. Understood. Believe me I won't. If it gets down to it and I don't think I can do it... I'll tell him. And I don't know.... I kind of miss having the kids around. It's so much quieter and kind of depressing without them. And he wants his own I think which makes sense and I don't know.... If it was... ANYONE else asking I'd probably just say "No I hate kids." But... I can be more honest with myself around him and it's like... my reasons for not wanting kids seem softer and I don't know.

Not.

...I also need to point out, because you may not have realized, that while it's good that you can be honest around him, you should also consider the possibility that he may not always be there to make you feel that way. He has a sense of loyalty and monogamy that borders on pathetic, and I have no reason to believe that he would leave you with children if you decide to have them, but like most people on this ocean, he leads a difficult life, and Rokushiki is hard on the body. There is more than one reason that the average life expectancy of a CP9 agent is quite low.

Is so. ^_^ And you arguing like a D is adding to the humor.

alskdjalksdas I ... I know... I took it into consideration too because... it'll always be a life on the run and that's fine... I can't sit still but most kids don't do so great with that... and I'm hardly risk free so I don't want to leave him either but it could happen and... It's a lot of things.

...I believe the expression is "die in a fire".

Yes. He doesn't want this to happen right away, does he? That's almost an unprecedented level of impulsiveness, even from him.

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