........ WHY!?! WHY!?! What did I do to deserve this?

[doubleppk]

I know everyone is freaking out. But I'm freaking out too! The nightmares I had for a couple days running just culminated in me setting the bed on fire. And no Jyabura, I don't think it's because you woke me up I think it probably would have been a lot worse if you hadn't. And I can't touch my seastone bullets or cuffs to undo the traps I set when I sleep or I get dizzy and tired and weak and fall over. w.t.f. I'd figure someone shoved a devil fruit down my throat but given everyone else's freak outs I'm guessing not.

In any case I'm now wearing that stupid fucking collar I made for Smoker when he was a dog and we were tricking Crocodile so that I don't accidentally burn the whole god damned sub down and I can't even go back to sleep for risk of it!!! And Jyabura is the one who re-rigged it up. HOW WEIRD IS THAT?!

I'm dizzy. And tired. And can't sleep. I know everyone else is upset. I wish I knew what to tell you. I'm not having a good day either.

HOLY FUCK!!! I just set my favorite leather jacket on fire!! SWEAR TO GOD when I find out who's responsible I'll kill them.

Comments

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

...I guess.

D'you think meditating would help?

[inyourf-ace.livejournal.com]

She could try. I've never been the meditating type so I haven't tried it. Usually I just fall asleep.

She got a nightmare?

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

...Been having 'em for awhile now.

[inyourf-ace.livejournal.com]

... huh. Really?

Damn. And I've been acting like a jerk. Don't get me wrong, she's still a bitch but... tell her I'm sorry.

Warm glass of milk supposedly helps. And uh sleeping out on deck. Under the stars. Especially if she's been feeling cooped up. Because it helps with feeling like you're in motion.

[doubleppk]

Ace...

Thanks.

I'm sorry too. About Smoker. I was just mad... not your fault. And I'm sorry I called you... whatever.

[inyourf-ace.livejournal.com]

S'fine Fujiko.

And it looks like you were right about a lot of things. Paulie said I was almost executed and apparently no one wanted to tell me but hearing someone say that my nakama weren't telling me everything...

Sometimes I got a temper, you know?

[doubleppk]

Tch.

Still think you never dated Smoker?

[inyourf-ace.livejournal.com]

Dated? MAYBE. But all this crap you were spouting...

Forget it Fuji. I don't want to talk about it. Especially not to you.

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

I will. But if you ever call her a bitch again, I'll kill you.

Thanks for the advice.

[inyourf-ace.livejournal.com]

You can try dog-breath.

Yeah... whatever... hope it works out.