Important

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Has anyone seen Toboe?

He went out to get peanut butter and meat and now I can't find him. Anyone?? It's... important. Please.... if you see him...

Jyabura... do you know? Um... anyone... help. Please.


Edit:

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Jyabura and I found him. Thanks for the help guys. Um Um. I need a doctor. Please.

Comments

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Some... You can recognize his scent? The... the other one... D...Darcia?

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

Yes.

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And... this Darcia. He said he wouldn't hurt him unless Toboe got in his way but... Mello... I think he's sort of like Mello. And pretty much just being anywhere near him counts as in his way. Have you... do you... remember facing him before?

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

... Yes.

Paradise didn't allow him to enter. It destroyed him. I was the last one standing until he died.

I died as well. We all did.

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Oh.

Fuck.

Wait but then... If you're here now, then maybe this is Paradise. Or that it's somewhere here.

... Would... would Darcia hurt him... again...?

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

This is not Paradise.

The smell proves it.

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Maybe it's somewhere on here though? I mean maybe not the entire world but...

What does this place smell like vs. what Paradise should smell like?

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

Paradise smells like Lunar Flowers.

There are no Lunar Flowers in this world. All I smell is sea.

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Toboe mentioned that.

Most of this world is ocean but a lot of it isn't. There's islands and mountains and the Red Line. Maybe its on one of those.

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

If Paradise were anywhere near here, I would sense it as well.

Paradise isn't here.

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Oh.

But... if Paradise killed you all maybe this place is sort of better. I mean there's no wolf-hunters... or well... there... weren't. I mean it's not perfect but nothing is.

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

Paradise did not kill me.

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... Oh. You never... made it... I... see.

What... Darcia did???

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

I briefly did. I'll keep searching.

Darcia was rejected. He is not a real wolf.

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Oh. I hope you'll find it then.

I see.

Then... if you don't mind my asking... what did kill you and your pack? Because... if Toboe dies again...

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

Because he was selfish. He wanted Paradise only for himself.

The Paradise that he opened only brought darkness.

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Oh.

So he opened like a tainted Paradise?

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

Yes.

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Hn.

Would... Darcia... he's... trying that again... isn't he? Would Toboe... if Toboe recongized the smell of a Lunar flower, even a tainted one, would he chase it down?

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

There's no such thing as a tainting Lunar Flower.

No.

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Oh. But... ah sorry I'm confused, this is just all different world stuff for me. I know a little about opening gateways to get back home it just... Okay, you have to have Cheza to get into Paradise, don't you? And um. Did Darcia... he used a different one or did he use Cheza? But because he wanted it for himself, it was tainted. Right?

Oh. Good... no wait... maybe... bad. Because if he was chasing something sort of good then... But...

He said he took on a walrus... but there's a lot of things in this world... a lot bigger than a walrus. And... a lot more dangerous too. The people don't hunt wolves but... I've seen things from man-eating plants and I like the seakings... they're kind of nice if you're not an idiot but they're dangerous too and...

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

He used Cheza. Cheza rejected him because he is not a true wolf-- he caused her pain, and she did not welcome him.

Don't worry about us. We learn to adapt and survive. This is why it always better to keep our distance from humans.

They tend to treat us like dogs.

Private

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I see. How did he open the tainted Paradise then?

The only person I love has been an outcast most of his life for being a half-wolf. Amongst other things.

I'm not asking you to trust me by any means when I trust no one myself. But I treat wolves like wolves, not dogs. With the same respect I'd give any smart and dangerous animal. If other humans treat you like dogs it's because they're too stupid to look beneath the surface to what's going on. Most people underestimate me all the time. And I'm fine with that. If they're too stupid to understand than they'll get what they deserve.

But don't ask me not to worry about him. I don't understand the crew loyalty the way Straw-Hat has it but I AM loyal to my pack, same as you. I'll protect them as much as I can and if one gets lost or hurt, I'm going to worry until I find him.

Private

[omnom-throats.livejournal.com]

Then you should be looking for him instead of asking me questions about Paradise, shouldn't you?

Re: Private

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I found him.

I was trying to pass the time and not focus on the fact that he might be dead. Feel free to try to distract me with something else because while I sit here waiting for him to wake up from conciousness.... assuming he will The constant reminder that I didn't protect him, that if I'd just gotten there a little bit earlier maybe this wouldn't be so bad, or maybe it would because I have no fucking clue how this happened, all that? I could really do without right now.