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Has anyone seen Toboe?

He went out to get peanut butter and meat and now I can't find him. Anyone?? It's... important. Please.... if you see him...

Jyabura... do you know? Um... anyone... help. Please.

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Jyabura and I found him. Thanks for the help guys. Um Um. I need a doctor. Please.

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Toboe mentioned that.

Most of this world is ocean but a lot of it isn't. There's islands and mountains and the Red Line. Maybe its on one of those.

If Paradise were anywhere near here, I would sense it as well.

Paradise isn't here.

Oh.

But... if Paradise killed you all maybe this place is sort of better. I mean there's no wolf-hunters... or well... there... weren't. I mean it's not perfect but nothing is.

Paradise did not kill me.

... Oh. You never... made it... I... see.

What... Darcia did???

I briefly did. I'll keep searching.

Darcia was rejected. He is not a real wolf.

Oh. I hope you'll find it then.

I see.

Then... if you don't mind my asking... what did kill you and your pack? Because... if Toboe dies again...

Because he was selfish. He wanted Paradise only for himself.

The Paradise that he opened only brought darkness.

Oh.

So he opened like a tainted Paradise?

Yes.

Hn.

Would... Darcia... he's... trying that again... isn't he? Would Toboe... if Toboe recongized the smell of a Lunar flower, even a tainted one, would he chase it down?

There's no such thing as a tainting Lunar Flower.

No.

Oh. But... ah sorry I'm confused, this is just all different world stuff for me. I know a little about opening gateways to get back home it just... Okay, you have to have Cheza to get into Paradise, don't you? And um. Did Darcia... he used a different one or did he use Cheza? But because he wanted it for himself, it was tainted. Right?

Oh. Good... no wait... maybe... bad. Because if he was chasing something sort of good then... But...

He said he took on a walrus... but there's a lot of things in this world... a lot bigger than a walrus. And... a lot more dangerous too. The people don't hunt wolves but... I've seen things from man-eating plants and I like the seakings... they're kind of nice if you're not an idiot but they're dangerous too and...

He used Cheza. Cheza rejected him because he is not a true wolf-- he caused her pain, and she did not welcome him.

Don't worry about us. We learn to adapt and survive. This is why it always better to keep our distance from humans.

They tend to treat us like dogs.

I see. How did he open the tainted Paradise then?

The only person I love has been an outcast most of his life for being a half-wolf. Amongst other things.

I'm not asking you to trust me by any means when I trust no one myself. But I treat wolves like wolves, not dogs. With the same respect I'd give any smart and dangerous animal. If other humans treat you like dogs it's because they're too stupid to look beneath the surface to what's going on. Most people underestimate me all the time. And I'm fine with that. If they're too stupid to understand than they'll get what they deserve.

But don't ask me not to worry about him. I don't understand the crew loyalty the way Straw-Hat has it but I AM loyal to my pack, same as you. I'll protect them as much as I can and if one gets lost or hurt, I'm going to worry until I find him.

Then you should be looking for him instead of asking me questions about Paradise, shouldn't you?

I found him.

I was trying to pass the time and not focus on the fact that he might be dead. Feel free to try to distract me with something else because while I sit here waiting for him to wake up from conciousness.... ~~assuming he will~~ The constant reminder that I didn't protect him, that if I'd just gotten there a little bit earlier maybe this wouldn't be so bad, or maybe it would because I have no fucking clue how this happened, all that? I could really do without right now.

I'm going to find Darcia.

Are you sure that's...

Get on the sub. I want Toboe to have a good face nearby when he wakes up. A real wolf.

If this is... Darcia's fault. You shouldn't take him on alone. You'll get killed again. Or hurt. And if you're hurt, Toboe will be sad and I don't think he can find Paradise without you. If this is Darcia's fault than I think more than one person has to go after him. He killed your entire pack before. My pack... my crew, this sub has a lot of strong people in it. Most them not as human as you'd think. Don't do something stupid that will hurt Toboe too. And you getting hurt will make it worse for him and I can't deal with that now.

Can you smell on Toboe whether Darcia did this? There's a lot of dangerous things in this world. And demons from other worlds too.

You don't have faith in me.

I don't have faith in anyone or anything. Not myself, not destiny... nothing. That doesn't mean I don't think you're strong. It means I'm not a gambler and I'm not going to risk his happiness or a life on revenge.

I'm going to look for Darcia. Alone.

Tch. If you hurt Toboe even by dying, I'll kick your ass.

Fucking male pride.

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