Oh this is just cute.

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Oh yeah, that's freaking adorable.



Lucci, if you fucked with my computer, congratulations you've managed to frustrate the hell out of me. Only problem is, you forget, I wasn't involved and I'm not going to lead you to who was, they don't trust me anymore than you do for OBVIOUS reasons. And you probably already know who was responsible since he isn't exactly BEING sneaky.

And if it wasn't you, I will hunt down whatever idiot thought it'd be cute to fuck with my laptop. The only time I can think it was out of my sight was Garp's party so that narrows the list... some. Watch your backs people because I have a bullet reserved just for this idiot. And it can be a seastone one if necessary.

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You know I'm not going to get off your case. The dumb act may work on others but you don't pull it off well enough to slide it past me.

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Miss Fujiko? I think he's being honest. I didn't meet Mr. England until yesterday. Why would he be jealous so long before that?

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Ahhhhhhh I forgot that it's not locked.

Seriously going to hurt Mello whoever did this.

I dunno Ipin, I smell a lie. It doesn't seem to be jealousy but he is definitely hiding something and it bugs me. Do you know what it is?

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Haha it wouldn't matter, we're sitting next to each other typing anyway so I could have just looked at his monitor.

I don't think he is. But I'm not really sure why he was so mean either. We were a little stressed out. Maybe he was just... lashing out?

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Oh and uh... sorry about the swearing in my post... Jyabura mentioned you don't like that.

Huh really? That seems so... I dunno... obvious. Too obvious. I'll be kind of disappointed if it was just that because of that. I guess I overestimated his complexity if that is the case. Kind of hoping it isn't.

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I'm starting to grow accustom to it. But thank you for considering me.

Lambo can be complex when he wants to be. I'm not sure what you were hoping for...

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I don't always because I try to pretend to be ladylike but I tend to care less when I'm mad.

I dunno... not hoping for anything in particular. It's more like... I dunno I'm just paranoid I guess. USUALLY it means I see traps that are really there but sometimes I guess I overthink things and think there's more to it then there is. You know what I mean?

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Pretend? I don't think speaking respectfully is pretend. It's just another way to be.

I think it's a little mean though to say you'd be disappointed that he was just having a bad week. We ... I mean it's not like we were being tortured or anything but it really wore on us. I don't blame him for taking it out on other people. I wish he hadn't but well... I had the urge several times as well to be honest.

I don't think it's bad to be aware of things around you and prepared for someone to be misleading.

ooc: Because she psycho-analyzes the hell out of people.

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No. For you being lady-like is how you are. I told you you're more graceful than me. For me... I'm not lady-like. I'm crass, I get along better with boys. I shoot guns, drive fast vehicles, smoke cigars on occasion, drink heavy, and I punch instead of slap. When I act lady-like it's just that, an act. When I'm being ladylike, I'm not really, it's just another mask.

No no, that's not how I meant it. I just suspected there was something a lot deeper to it. I'm too used to there BEING a lot deeper. No offense, but taking things out on people is something everyone does. For some reason I got this inkling that his reasoning was something unique to him. Just something a lot less simple. It's not bad... I just... overthought it I guess. And it'd be more interesting if it was something weirder. I don't know... forget it.

Thank-you. Jyabura said the same thing, though a lot less eloquently ;)

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I think everyone acts differently depending on who they're around. You wouldn't speak to your grandmother like you would speak to your friends. I don't like to think of that as a mask. It's very constricting. It makes it feel forced to me. And I don't think there's any set way to be a lady. Miss Bianchi shoots guns, drinks, smokes occasionally but I think she's still very feminine. I punch as opposed to slapping. Don't let other people tell you you're not being feminine. I think you are very much a lady.

Ahh... well.. at least it wasn't your run of the mill reason. I mean... switching bodies isn't run of the mill right?

We're in dangerous lines of work. We should be aware of things going on around us. You're welcome.

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Never had a grandmother, don't have much by way of friends. The closest I can relate to what you're saying is the... people I grew up around and I used to talk to them almost the way Agito does. I was kind of angry as a kid. They tried to beat it out of me which is why I know how to act lady-like. When I feel like it. And I'm not saying I'm unfeminine, just not lady-like. I mean yeah I can go to a ball and fit in unnoticed but about half-way through if I get bored I'm going to start spiking people's drinks and creating mayhem. I mean yes, I know how to use a fishfork differently than a salad fork and a soup spoon vs. an a gelato spoon but when it comes down to it, I don't care, I'd just as soon eat without a spoon so long as it gets the job done. I'm not saying it's bad or wrong, it's just not "lady-like." It's not demure or modest or necessarily polite but as Jyabura has told me before, "Fuck demure."

Well... No, not that common anyways, but stress-originated schafenfreude is.

Indeed. <3

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I don't have any parents/grandparents either. I grew up training as an assassin under a very strict master. I think most of my speech patterns come from him. And from Tsuna's mother. I spent a lot of my childhood in Japan and they're very polite there. I never attributed it to being lady like. It's really probably just culture and environment.

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I grew up in Japan too. My whole life until I was 21. Didn't make me polite. But everyone always said it was my nature more than how I was raised. Genetics or something.

But I'm not entirely sure we're talking about the same Japan. Guns are illegal in my Japan and even women cops aren't allowed to carry firearms. Being a girl who fought back instead of diplomatically trying to find help automatically made me considered un-lady-like. Though, like I said, it's not like I mind.