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Miranda!! Help!

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And the rest of the Vongola considering we don't have a ship.

Well... it did happen. I'm a witness. Everyone lived a different life for three days. You can't deny that. So... might as well grit your teeth and bare it. And if you're feeling this way, then that's just another thing you need to confront and come to terms with.

Do you want to get to the bottom of this? Or are you content with blocking out the memory and living your life as normal?

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I'm almost a little glad. I hate when it's quiet around here. Makes it feel like a deathtrap tomb waiting to happen.

Yeah... I mean I don't feel like I'm still married or anything. I just feel like... I was. And it was kind of... nice... and he's... I don't know... fun.

No. I don't like lying to myself.

[time-exorcist.livejournal.com]

There are enuogh rooms for everyone, I hope? Non-booby trapped rooms, I mean.

Then I think you need to give it a try. To both not lie to yourself and to satisfy your curiosity.

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Yeah, I can always remove the traps once you tell me which ones you guys want.

Then... I will.

Thanks Miranda. This... helps. More than you can ever know.

I never really had someone to talk to about this kind of thing. You know?

[time-exorcist.livejournal.com]

I suppose that'll be decided on a later date.

I'm glad I could be useful to you, Fujiko. And I'm very happy you trust me enough to approach me with such a thing.

Just one question, though?

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Now just to get you off the island.

Yes?

[time-exorcist.livejournal.com]

Without the submarine shrinking.

If you're a... W-Why are you so set on Gokudera and I...?

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I can't even send something to fly you over because I sent seagulls with jackets and the jackets shrank. But Reborn has a plan.

Mm.
Testing you.
Sorry.
You deserve some sort of happiness. And with me... I just NEVER had a good guy. They've all been pricks. Man, people in my world... you have no idea. You've seen how Goemon and Zenigata treat me? They're the nice ones!! With you... you have a guy you really like, who's really devoted to you. Seems like a good time for it. If you wait around for fears, you'll miss out on the fun. And I know you. I know why you're not. 1800s. But this isn't even your world. There's no reputation to protect or morals to appease. And honestly? I'm half-surprised he's that patient. He's nicer than I expected

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And that plan is...?

There are my own morals to appease, and... I want to be sure I love him enough before I make that kind of commitment. And I want to be sure he feels the same. I don't... want to give myself completely and then have him run off.

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I have no idea. He's being secretive. And I maybe didn't exactly ask yet.

That's fine.
Yeah... same... I'm not going to tell you to trust him or anything. I just... thought you already did. Well if things get crazy, you've got the sub to come to.

[time-exorcist.livejournal.com]

I-I would appreciate it if you did.

I... I do trust him. I just... if I were back home and I wasn't an Exorcist I wouldn't be given the oppurtunity to be sure. I just... I want to be sure.

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I will then. Next opportunity.

Maybe you can't be sure if you don't take a chance?
I...
I know what you mean... I'm... I was the same way. I still am I guess. I mean I want to be sure about this... but... I know, it won't work like that. Not this time. It's a gamble. Fuck, I hate gambles, they never go right. But if I don't take it, it's just another gamble and it could go worse... does that make any sense?

[time-exorcist.livejournal.com]

I-I'm afraid but... I want to hear it from him. That's all I really want right now. To know this isn't one-sided.

Have you spoken to Havoc?

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Maybe he needs to know that's what you're waiting for. If he hasn't said anything about it he's being... strangely polite and giving you space because he thinks you need it. Or want it.

A little.
I'm going over there now. Early. I... we need to figure out how much is real or not.

[time-exorcist.livejournal.com]

I-I can't tell him that's what I'm waiting for! W-What if he feels obligated, or worse, intimidated?

Good luck to you, Fujiko.

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Are we talking about the same Gokudera? No chance in hell Miranda. He's a guy, not an alien!

Thanks~
I'll let you know how it goes.

[time-exorcist.livejournal.com]

...I'm pretty sure?

Alright then. If anything happens, let me know. I'll assemble the troops.

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Talk to him. He's not going to feel obligated or pressured. He's a guy for crying out loud.

Haha! Thanks~
If worse comes to I'll tell some sob story to Zenigata and let him go yell at him until Smoker has to intervene. Easy.

[time-exorcist.livejournal.com]

Just because he's the oppisite sex doesn't mean he might not feel that way.

...he might kill Zenigata.

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.... He won't. Seriously.

Nah. He only kills when it's deserved. Not over insults...
I mean.
If that's real... but... I think that much is. You see why this is weird?
I mean... if the stuff I liked when I was insane are still real... I still like them as me. I liked him before... so... I have to know.

[time-exorcist.livejournal.com]

...alright, Fujiko.

It's very understandable, albeit slightly complicated. You do what you feel you need to.

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Hm...

Gokudera and the others zapped back to the sub like me. I'll talk to Reborn as soon as I can.

[time-exorcist.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I really appreciate that.

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Mm-hm. It might be faster to try to contact Gokudera. Or Tsuna. Unless Tsuna and Reborn already went out on the mission.

[time-exorcist.livejournal.com]

I'll do that then. Thanks again!