Yeah uh. Hn... he figured out I was a virgin before and got mad at himself and he's still kind of in love with his ex-girlfriend, but that's great because I have no idea what to do about Lupin. You know?
I want to forget about Lupin... he's probably forgotten me... I just... can't quite.
Nah. It's good. Because Havoc gets it. So I don't have to worry about hiding it from him. And whoever his ex is, it just makes it a fun challenge. More interesting. It means there's actually someone I can steal him from who deserves to lose him.
Lupin and I... we're a mess. Never could get it straight.
I think... even though I know the memories aren't real... I think all the things that are him might be. And that's the interesting part, really. So I have to find out.
Maybe that's why. I knew you'd understand and not really judge me for it or anything. Or use it against me.
And I've never had many people like that in my life.
And like I said... you're in a pretty stableish relationship. I can't ask Robin because I don't want to bring up anything that might upset her, you know?
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I'm going to see him again soon.
YAY!
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I want to forget about Lupin... he's probably forgotten me... I just... can't quite.
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Lupin and I... we're a mess. Never could get it straight.
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I'm not sure which "you know" you mean.
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We're going out on Valentine's Day.
I think... even though I know the memories aren't real... I think all the things that are him might be. And that's the interesting part, really. So I have to find out.
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And I've never had many people like that in my life.
And like I said... you're in a pretty stableish relationship. I can't ask Robin because I don't want to bring up anything that might upset her, you know?
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ooc: because the other mods wanted him retconned T_T
I want to set her up with some.
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Besides. I know a guy who's her type.
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A lot of the Grand Line is gay I swear.
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/Up to present time
Lupin's here.
I AM CURSED. ABSOLUTELY CURSED.
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AHH I hate fate. I hate fate so much. He just wants to fuck with my head.
What am I thinking? I was stupid to think I stood a chance of getting over him... I hate him...
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