I can't even send something to fly you over because I sent seagulls with jackets and the jackets shrank. But Reborn has a plan.
Mm. Testing you. Sorry. You deserve some sort of happiness. And with me... I just NEVER had a good guy. They've all been pricks. Man, people in my world... you have no idea. You've seen how Goemon and Zenigata treat me? They're the nice ones!! With you... you have a guy you really like, who's really devoted to you. Seems like a good time for it. If you wait around for fears, you'll miss out on the fun. And I know you. I know why you're not. 1800s. But this isn't even your world. There's no reputation to protect or morals to appease. And honestly? I'm half-surprised he's that patient. He's nicer than I expected
There are my own morals to appease, and... I want to be sure I love him enough before I make that kind of commitment. And I want to be sure he feels the same. I don't... want to give myself completely and then have him run off.
I have no idea. He's being secretive. And I maybe didn't exactly ask yet.
That's fine. Yeah... same... I'm not going to tell you to trust him or anything. I just... thought you already did. Well if things get crazy, you've got the sub to come to.
I... I do trust him. I just... if I were back home and I wasn't an Exorcist I wouldn't be given the oppurtunity to be sure. I just... I want to be sure.
Maybe you can't be sure if you don't take a chance? I... I know what you mean... I'm... I was the same way. I still am I guess. I mean I want to be sure about this... but... I know, it won't work like that. Not this time. It's a gamble. Fuck, I hate gambles, they never go right. But if I don't take it, it's just another gamble and it could go worse... does that make any sense?
Maybe he needs to know that's what you're waiting for. If he hasn't said anything about it he's being... strangely polite and giving you space because he thinks you need it. Or want it.
A little. I'm going over there now. Early. I... we need to figure out how much is real or not.
Nah. He only kills when it's deserved. Not over insults... I mean. If that's real... but... I think that much is. You see why this is weird? I mean... if the stuff I liked when I was insane are still real... I still like them as me. I liked him before... so... I have to know.
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Mm.
Testing you.
Sorry.
You deserve some sort of happiness. And with me... I just NEVER had a good guy. They've all been pricks. Man, people in my world... you have no idea. You've seen how Goemon and Zenigata treat me? They're the nice ones!! With you... you have a guy you really like, who's really devoted to you. Seems like a good time for it. If you wait around for fears, you'll miss out on the fun. And I know you. I know why you're not. 1800s. But this isn't even your world. There's no reputation to protect or morals to appease. And honestly? I'm half-surprised he's that patient. He's nicer than I expected
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There are my own morals to appease, and... I want to be sure I love him enough before I make that kind of commitment. And I want to be sure he feels the same. I don't... want to give myself completely and then have him run off.
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That's fine.
Yeah... same... I'm not going to tell you to trust him or anything. I just... thought you already did. Well if things get crazy, you've got the sub to come to.
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I... I do trust him. I just... if I were back home and I wasn't an Exorcist I wouldn't be given the oppurtunity to be sure. I just... I want to be sure.
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Maybe you can't be sure if you don't take a chance?
I...
I know what you mean... I'm... I was the same way. I still am I guess. I mean I want to be sure about this... but... I know, it won't work like that. Not this time. It's a gamble. Fuck, I hate gambles, they never go right. But if I don't take it, it's just another gamble and it could go worse... does that make any sense?
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Have you spoken to Havoc?
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A little.
I'm going over there now. Early. I... we need to figure out how much is real or not.
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Good luck to you, Fujiko.
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Thanks~
I'll let you know how it goes.
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Alright then. If anything happens, let me know. I'll assemble the troops.
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Haha! Thanks~
If worse comes to I'll tell some sob story to Zenigata and let him go yell at him until Smoker has to intervene. Easy.
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...he might kill Zenigata.
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Nah. He only kills when it's deserved. Not over insults...
I mean.
If that's real... but... I think that much is. You see why this is weird?
I mean... if the stuff I liked when I was insane are still real... I still like them as me. I liked him before... so... I have to know.
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It's very understandable, albeit slightly complicated. You do what you feel you need to.
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Gokudera and the others zapped back to the sub like me. I'll talk to Reborn as soon as I can.
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And thanks for helping Miranda.
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I can maybe live with that...
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ooc: Fujiko is fail
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ooc: because the other mods wanted him retconned T_T
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/Up to present time
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