Important

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Has anyone seen Toboe?

He went out to get peanut butter and meat and now I can't find him. Anyone?? It's... important. Please.... if you see him...

Jyabura... do you know? Um... anyone... help. Please.


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Jyabura and I found him. Thanks for the help guys. Um Um. I need a doctor. Please.

Comments

[doubleppk]

Lupin can't really be described well. He has to be experienced. Sometimes we fought on the same side, sometimes completely opposites. To call him a thief even in the same way some of this crew are pirates just glosses him over too much. If you ever meet him, watch your step around him.

Hn. Perhaps.... But I don't hold a lot of hope. There've been enough people whom I loved and thought loved me back who left that I no longer know if it's truly possible for someone to want to stay. Or for me to stay myself.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

I will remember your advice.

Of course it is possible to want. The problem is sometimes things do not go as one wishes them to. I very much want to stand by my old friends, yet I am here. It does not mean I do not care for them anymore. And I would do my utmost to get back to them. But that does not mean that I do not care for the friends I had made here.

[doubleppk]

Hn. I suppose.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

I believe that my friends had not stopped caring for me or wishing for my return. You carry the ones you love with you wherever you go, even if they are not physically there.

[doubleppk]

*sigh* So I'm told.

But... sometimes it's not them who leaves. It's me. And sometimes I don't want them to find me. I want to give up on them. They pull the same stupid stunts and after a while I get sick of it. Or if I find someone cool, they go away. And even if we are talking, they're an ocean way and when they get in trouble I can't protect them. And I'm tired of trying only to fail. I couldn't protect Agito and Akito. I couldn't protect Toboe. And I'm glad Lambo's having fun but if he gets hurt there's nothing I can do there either.

I don't know why I bother anymore.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Because life is not worth living without love. It may cause pain, it is true. Akito and Toboe...it had hurt me as well. But I would not trade that pain away for anything. I would rather hurt for the rest of my life than to spend it alone.

[doubleppk]

Hn. I don't know. I guess... a little but. I don't mind for Jyabura. I just... feel worn down.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

That is natural of course, especially with all that had been occurring as of late. But I believe you do agree with me, otherwise you would not get close to so many people.

[doubleppk]

Or maybe I was just stupid to even bother. Even the best of us make mistakes sometimes.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

I do not think that is the case. I do not think you believe it, either.

[doubleppk]

Tch. Why do you think I don't?

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Because you are far too kind for that.

[doubleppk]

Oh? You really think so~? That's sweet of you Orphe but maybe I just get walked all over because of it. :(

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Of course I do. And that is absurd. You are strong, I cannot imagine anyone walking over you.

[doubleppk]

Thank-you. But then how do you explain why I keep getting hurt?

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Because you are alive. Ask whoever you wish- everyone suffers through their lives. That is what I most wish to prevent, that is what I have dedicated my life to preventing. But it is a long and difficult path.

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Hn. You sound like Smoker a little.

Then I wish you luck Orphe.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

I take that as a high praise.

Thank you Fujiko.

[doubleppk]

It's just about the highest I have. I respect very few people. I do respect him.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

In that case I am truly honored.

[doubleppk]

If you don't mind my asking... do you have anyone like that in your world?

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Like that in what way?

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Hm. Someone you respect a lot. Not just... in the normal sense but... I don't know how to explain it. In my world... there wasn't anyone really worth respecting. Not in... *sigh* Everyone I knew was in the underground; thieves, mafia, assassins. And most of the officials I knew pretty corrupt or incompetent and most of them got so entwined with politics they didn't do their jobs. The only man who came close Smoker reminded me a little of at first... but Zenigata is... I guess you'd have to meet him to understand the differences.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

I do. I have the utmost respect to several people.

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Mind telling me a little more about them?