Important

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Has anyone seen Toboe?

He went out to get peanut butter and meat and now I can't find him. Anyone?? It's... important. Please.... if you see him...

Jyabura... do you know? Um... anyone... help. Please.


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Jyabura and I found him. Thanks for the help guys. Um Um. I need a doctor. Please.

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*sigh* So I'm told.

But... sometimes it's not them who leaves. It's me. And sometimes I don't want them to find me. I want to give up on them. They pull the same stupid stunts and after a while I get sick of it. Or if I find someone cool, they go away. And even if we are talking, they're an ocean way and when they get in trouble I can't protect them. And I'm tired of trying only to fail. I couldn't protect Agito and Akito. I couldn't protect Toboe. And I'm glad Lambo's having fun but if he gets hurt there's nothing I can do there either.

I don't know why I bother anymore.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Because life is not worth living without love. It may cause pain, it is true. Akito and Toboe...it had hurt me as well. But I would not trade that pain away for anything. I would rather hurt for the rest of my life than to spend it alone.

[doubleppk]

Hn. I don't know. I guess... a little but. I don't mind for Jyabura. I just... feel worn down.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

That is natural of course, especially with all that had been occurring as of late. But I believe you do agree with me, otherwise you would not get close to so many people.

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Or maybe I was just stupid to even bother. Even the best of us make mistakes sometimes.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

I do not think that is the case. I do not think you believe it, either.

[doubleppk]

Tch. Why do you think I don't?

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Because you are far too kind for that.

[doubleppk]

Oh? You really think so~? That's sweet of you Orphe but maybe I just get walked all over because of it. :(

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Of course I do. And that is absurd. You are strong, I cannot imagine anyone walking over you.

[doubleppk]

Thank-you. But then how do you explain why I keep getting hurt?

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Because you are alive. Ask whoever you wish- everyone suffers through their lives. That is what I most wish to prevent, that is what I have dedicated my life to preventing. But it is a long and difficult path.

[doubleppk]

Hn. You sound like Smoker a little.

Then I wish you luck Orphe.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

I take that as a high praise.

Thank you Fujiko.

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It's just about the highest I have. I respect very few people. I do respect him.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

In that case I am truly honored.

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If you don't mind my asking... do you have anyone like that in your world?

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Like that in what way?

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Hm. Someone you respect a lot. Not just... in the normal sense but... I don't know how to explain it. In my world... there wasn't anyone really worth respecting. Not in... *sigh* Everyone I knew was in the underground; thieves, mafia, assassins. And most of the officials I knew pretty corrupt or incompetent and most of them got so entwined with politics they didn't do their jobs. The only man who came close Smoker reminded me a little of at first... but Zenigata is... I guess you'd have to meet him to understand the differences.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

I do. I have the utmost respect to several people.

[doubleppk]

Mind telling me a little more about them?

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Of course not. There are many though. Would you like me to tell you of all of them?

[doubleppk]

If you wish. Or you could just go over the most important ones if you prefer.

[justice-forall.livejournal.com]

Very well. I will go with the most important then, if that is alright.
First and foremost- my beloved sister, Robertine, may she rest in peace. She was the kindest and most giving person I had ever laid eyes on.
Then there is my best friend- Eduard, or Ed, as I had always called him. We are childhood friends. He never ceases to amaze me. He had always had it rough- his father is a nobleman and his mother a commoner. His father took him and his sister in when their mother died, but his wife did not approve. She banished his sister and he had never seen her since. She had gone as far as attempting to murder him yet he was never unkind to her. He is a remarkable man.
Naoji is also a friend of mine. He had left his homeland Japan to come study in Kuchen. He is remarkably skilled in many areas. He is always calm and collected and has an incredible capability of grasping the situation he is in and finding the best path to handle it. Though he is incredibly unsure of himself he is without a doubt a wonderful man.
Camus is gifted in a fashion I had never before seen. He can sense people's emotions and upcoming events. And though I realize it sound mad- I swear it is nothing but the truth. He can converse with flowers. He is compassionate beyond anything I had ever encountered.
Ludwig, though I could never agree to his way of thought, is still worthy of respect. He is extraordinarily gifted in many areas. And it cannot be doubted that he does care about those close to him. He however had strange ways to show it, but it is there. And it cannot be denied that he wishes for the prosper of Kuchen, even if he is going about it in the wrong way.

(ooc: sorry it's so long X_X)

ooc: Ffft never apologize for length

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Ed's mother didn't approve that he was taken in by a nobleman? That seems... strange.

What are the "wrong" ways Ludwig is doing things?