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Mr. Gokudera, Miss Ipin. A word please.

Okay I thought it over and decided that no, I do demand an explanation for your actions in the kitchen. I was under the impression you liked Lambo, Ipin? Did something happen I should know about? And does Lambo even realize this happened because he seems unaware that you have any reason for betraying him. And Gokudera, if YOU do not have a satisfactory explanation I can think myself, Jyabura, and Lambo will be out for your head. And we all like to shoot things so if I were you, I'd start explaining fast.

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Yeah... sorry about that. I tend to think things through and I did, for like 3 hours but all the scenarios I came up with were mild just needed explanation and for the record, your instant gut explanations sucked. But I get it now and I'll come talk to you and Lambo in person or anyone else you need me to. And I uh... I'm really sorry. If you want me to do something to fix it I will...

[ooc: Now locked to everyone except those who already in the post/threads. Jyabura CAN read it because he's sneaky and got in before it was all fixed. Virus is gone.]

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Okay okay okay wait.

WHAT.

This is what I get for taking a fucking nap!

FUCK!

I LOCKED IT AND FUCK FUCK FUCK!

IT'S NOTHING

WELL YOU DIDN'T LOCK IT VERY WELL!

WHAT'S NOTHING!?

Yeah well Mello's Fucking virus wasn't as fucking gone as I fucking thought.

Grrr...

I saw something and then when I was trying to make sure it wasn't anything major, everything got crazy. Gokudera and Ipin were talking and she was helping him with a problem but I over-thought it ok? And um... fuck just ask Ipin about the rest ok? Because it's not my secret to tell! And it's nothing apparently. And I just had to deal with Lambo being a dumbass. And I'm coming back to your room and you can yell at me then.

...Okay, I'll just...ask her then. I mean if she'll tell me 'cause I guess it's probably nothing. Probably. ...I'm not gonna yell at you. I just freaked out.

Yeah uh... well it is nothing. Well it's resolved anyway. I think.

And uh... I freaked out too. So yeah...

...Okay, well. Don't...freak me out like that.

Yeah well I was TRYING not to tell you in the first place until I knew what the hell was going on!

... ugh. I'll make it up to you too. Name your price.

Um... your hearing is better than most... did you catch what I was yell at to Lambo?

Well...fair enough. You don't have to make it up to me. ~~Unless you want to.~~

I heard you yelling, but I figured you were just pissed off in general. What's going on now?

I always want to~ At least depending on what you're wanting. If it's what I ~~hope~~ think then yes, always want to.

Lambo's being stupid. I told Ipin I'd get him and I DID, I kicked his door in and dragged him out but the dumbass ran away because he's too scared to actually face his feelings like a man. Stupid little... Seriously I want to find him now just so I can kick him.

I'm in the kitchen. Not sulking. Talking to Killua about tomorrow. You're welcome to join. I'm eating Lambo's grapes.

It's always what you're thinking. I have a one track mind. What can I say.

Lambo's always being stupid some way or another. Christ. ...You seriously kicked his door in? Kid's not gonna be able to look at either one of us for a month.

Okay, I'll be there in a minute.

Oh? I think I rather like that about you? Guess I'm just a pervert.

TCH! I was trying to make things right. It's my fault he got the wrong damn impression so I told Ipin I'd make it right and tell him the truth and if he refused to read it, that mean he'd have to fucking hear it. And he was making Ipin upset by being stupid. And sure, okay, she made HIM upset (which is why you know... I spazzed) but that was kind of half my fault only not really because I thought my laptop was cleaned and it wasn't so even though I THOUGHT it was innocuous I made everyone else think it wasn't and their explanations TOTALLY sucked at first. And grrrrrrrrrrr. Lambo's going to get dragged out by his ears. Swear to god he better stay five for awhile.

Thanks. <3. You're still the only person to ever succeed in cheering me up just by being you. So... thanks <3

I really don't mind.

Well...okay, I can't believe I'm saying this, but maybe you shouldn't be too hard on him. Everybody does treat him like shit, you know, and this time he didn't actually do anything wrong. Except for be a pussy, but I guess it's kind of excusable considering everybody's yelling at him.

That's both flattering and completely unfair. But I do what I can.

Works for me~

... Honest to God Jyabura, I'm on his side. I saw Ipin kissing someone not him and got mad about that. I was really mad because it just seemed like... whatever... I get now that it wasn't like that but the only reason I was mad was because no one took the time to TELL Lambo wtf was going on. I don't want to intimidate him but he won't let me tell him what was going on either. And really Ipin should tell him but he was refusing to listen to her whatsoever. I was more mad at Ipin than him, I only got mad at him when he wouldn't let me fix it. It's like he'd rather be miserable than find out what really happened and I get WHY, I mean, it's an uncomfortable situation all around but moving past it would be a good thing. And maybe I'm a little too partial to the idea of clearing the air but seriously, there has not been a single situation I've seen where ignoring things helped. It stings fine, whatever, but then at least it's done and you move on. Just saying.

Oh? How is it unfair?

I know you are. I just think...maybe you...well, maybe both of us have kinda been going about this the wrong way. Trying to help him, I mean. And talking to him in general. I guess...I want to not scare the hell out of him all the time, 'cause Ipin likes him and I mean, I gotta live with the kid, so...I guess maybe I should try being...nicer? Or something? I'll figure it out. Maybe we should stop doing things that make him want to hide in closets, is what I'm saying.

Well, just that nobody ever...I mean, I just think it's unfair that you had to go this long before finding somebody who...appreciates you, I guess? I'm glad it's me, though.

You scare him more than me I think. I mean... I'm told I'm kind of scary but I think maybe it's because... well back in my world I played it cute a LOT more than I do here because here when I get scared I just go for my guns... which ok I did back there too but I dunno... it didn't really scare people as much? And when I kicked down doors people were kind of like "Fujiko, I'll make you pay for that" and whatever. Look yes, I mean... I wasn't trying to be mean... just got fed up. I'll uh try bribery first or something when he lets me talk to him. I mean I like the kid damn it.

Ugh... No offense Jyabura but I kind of hate this. I DON'T like people easily. I mean I sort of do. I mean I KIND OF liked Zeni but I also kind of hated him and yet here there are like... a lot of cool people that I actually kind of like and I don't really kind of hate yet. Not you know... I mean I'm REALLY not saying I trust them. Definitely not. But I mean hell I even liked Jigen and he hated my guts. It's just... This is all your fault

I mean jeez... I don't... I was going to do it alone, you know? And now I'm taking you and Killua... and I mean I don't expect you to stab me in the back might a little with Killua, we'll see but... that's not the point. I mean... bringing you with me at all... AT ALL makes me... nervous and ahhh I dunno. Still all your fault.

... Well ok THAT I like. That you appreciate me. And that you cheer me up And um... thanks. akdjsaksja stop making me blush! I swear I'm going to find a way to make you blush or something if this keeps up. Or put you in a dog collar again.

Fujiko...

I don't like people easily either. I definitely don't trust people. Being here is weird for me too. And you're new here, you're not used to it...that's okay. Nobody's asking you to like or trust or hang out with anyone.

But you don't have to do it alone. Anything. Not anymore. Okay?

I know... I know I don't... have to... as much... It's just...

I mean I never really had but it was the only way that was safe? Any time anyone else got involved things backfired insanely. And... and just before I left Lupin, like a year before I came here I thought at the time maybe it was because I tried to keep them from getting involved and they ALWAYS did and then it backfired. So I thought if I included them ahead of time then maybe it wouldn't fuck up. Only OF COURSE it did and that's when I really gave up on him...

It's not... I'm not saying... this is bad. I mean... I am but... *sigh*

I LIKE hanging out with you. I mean... I do. I enjoy it. It's really fun. I've NEVER had fun doing these kinds of... I mean I have. But it was like ugh... I like fishing and it's more fun NOT alone but Lupin never did it without Jigen and Jigen always tried to get rid of me if he could and here people... they don't tell me not to join in... they ask me to... and that's really... I really really like that. I've never had that before but I LIKE it. And that's what scares me ok? I mean it's not being around them in the first place, it's just... what if I get soft or something?

I dunno it just... I was trying to run away... and I didn't want to and so I let you not let me... and I'm glad... but it makes me confused... because what if I want to run away in the futrue and I can't? And I shouldn't... right now at least... but what if in the future I have to?

You won't have to. I promise, okay? And even if you do...if you really have to, you'll find a way to do it. But you shouldn't have to run away, Fujiko. Sometimes standing your ground is the only real way to get out of something.

...And for the record, as somebody who has pretty much gone completely soft but can still punch somebody's eyeballs out the back of their head, it's not so bad. Embarrassing, but definitely survivable.

I... yeah... I mean...

I'm sticking around because I know I'll keep coming back... because I like you... and I like them... so it'll happen. And if I run away too much it's too dangerous. Someone would catch on and could lay a trap for me while I'm trying to get here... so it's safer to stick around. I get that. And I'm ok with it it just...

Ha! I wouldn't say you've gone soft. I mean ok, I didn't know how you were before but I'm not attracted to soft guys. I like things rough remember? And anyone who can still growl at a kid just because he's being really fucking annoying hasn't gone soft. No look, I mean... I know asking for help is its own kind of strength. You just gotta know how to do it and still get out ahead. I don't have a problem with that. I mean if I need help or want it I can ask. I just never WANT help. You know? Does that make sense? It's like... I'm not saying I want it now but it's like... not bothering me the way it should maybe? Yeah that.

I know what you mean...actually wanting to be around people is...bizarre. Awkward. I don't know. It's like, I don't even like people but some of the ones I've met turn out to be okay, and...well, anyway, I get it. It's hard.

...I'm glad you're here, though. That you're staying. You...you kinda remind me why I put up with people in the first place.

Yeah. It makes me nervous. I like them but I don't like liking them if that makes sense.

I do like liking you for what it counts. I can't see any downsides to liking you so far.

heh thanks <3 Do me a favor and smack around anyone who teases me for staying over you

It does make sense. If it helps, you get used to it.

...Thanks. That's...good to know.

Oh I will. That you can count on.

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