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Mr. Gokudera, Miss Ipin. A word please.

Okay I thought it over and decided that no, I do demand an explanation for your actions in the kitchen. I was under the impression you liked Lambo, Ipin? Did something happen I should know about? And does Lambo even realize this happened because he seems unaware that you have any reason for betraying him. And Gokudera, if YOU do not have a satisfactory explanation I can think myself, Jyabura, and Lambo will be out for your head. And we all like to shoot things so if I were you, I'd start explaining fast.

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Yeah... sorry about that. I tend to think things through and I did, for like 3 hours but all the scenarios I came up with were mild just needed explanation and for the record, your instant gut explanations sucked. But I get it now and I'll come talk to you and Lambo in person or anyone else you need me to. And I uh... I'm really sorry. If you want me to do something to fix it I will...

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I know... I know I don't... have to... as much... It's just...

I mean I never really had but it was the only way that was safe? Any time anyone else got involved things backfired insanely. And... and just before I left Lupin, like a year before I came here I thought at the time maybe it was because I tried to keep them from getting involved and they ALWAYS did and then it backfired. So I thought if I included them ahead of time then maybe it wouldn't fuck up. Only OF COURSE it did and that's when I really gave up on him...

It's not... I'm not saying... this is bad. I mean... I am but... *sigh*

I LIKE hanging out with you. I mean... I do. I enjoy it. It's really fun. I've NEVER had fun doing these kinds of... I mean I have. But it was like ugh... I like fishing and it's more fun NOT alone but Lupin never did it without Jigen and Jigen always tried to get rid of me if he could and here people... they don't tell me not to join in... they ask me to... and that's really... I really really like that. I've never had that before but I LIKE it. And that's what scares me ok? I mean it's not being around them in the first place, it's just... what if I get soft or something?

I dunno it just... I was trying to run away... and I didn't want to and so I let you not let me... and I'm glad... but it makes me confused... because what if I want to run away in the futrue and I can't? And I shouldn't... right now at least... but what if in the future I have to?

You won't have to. I promise, okay? And even if you do...if you really have to, you'll find a way to do it. But you shouldn't have to run away, Fujiko. Sometimes standing your ground is the only real way to get out of something.

...And for the record, as somebody who has pretty much gone completely soft but can still punch somebody's eyeballs out the back of their head, it's not so bad. Embarrassing, but definitely survivable.

I... yeah... I mean...

I'm sticking around because I know I'll keep coming back... because I like you... and I like them... so it'll happen. And if I run away too much it's too dangerous. Someone would catch on and could lay a trap for me while I'm trying to get here... so it's safer to stick around. I get that. And I'm ok with it it just...

Ha! I wouldn't say you've gone soft. I mean ok, I didn't know how you were before but I'm not attracted to soft guys. I like things rough remember? And anyone who can still growl at a kid just because he's being really fucking annoying hasn't gone soft. No look, I mean... I know asking for help is its own kind of strength. You just gotta know how to do it and still get out ahead. I don't have a problem with that. I mean if I need help or want it I can ask. I just never WANT help. You know? Does that make sense? It's like... I'm not saying I want it now but it's like... not bothering me the way it should maybe? Yeah that.

I know what you mean...actually wanting to be around people is...bizarre. Awkward. I don't know. It's like, I don't even like people but some of the ones I've met turn out to be okay, and...well, anyway, I get it. It's hard.

...I'm glad you're here, though. That you're staying. You...you kinda remind me why I put up with people in the first place.

Yeah. It makes me nervous. I like them but I don't like liking them if that makes sense.

I do like liking you for what it counts. I can't see any downsides to liking you so far.

heh thanks <3 Do me a favor and smack around anyone who teases me for staying over you

It does make sense. If it helps, you get used to it.

...Thanks. That's...good to know.

Oh I will. That you can count on.

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