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Broke and needing all new wardrobe. AGAIN.
Once again. I have no clothes. And I put too much money into the seaking farm shares (totally going well by the way: you should all still get in on it while you can) so I'm a little strapped. I'm thinking of bounty hunting but I had a plan I'd hate to ruin. Anyone got ideas?
Killua, Gon, that paintball fight was awesome. We have to do it again sometime. I love my knife. <3
Killua, Gon, that paintball fight was awesome. We have to do it again sometime. I love my knife. <3
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...I don't know how to explain it. It's not like I wanna be 'pretty' or anything 'cause I don't, I like being a guy and I always have. But...I guess I wasn't even that cute as a kid, and I always kinda get called ugly a lot, and I'm not that young anymore so now I'm old and ugly...but a lot of people thought I was hot and some people were even hitting on me and it was just. ...It was kinda nice. I like that you think I'm good-looking, and I like being just your type, but...I guess you kinda have pretty unique qualifiers for what you think is hot and there's nothing wrong with that, it's good, it's just that being thought of as conventionally attractive of some shit never happened to me before and maybe I'm just an attention whore secretly.Uh, "When I See You Smile" by Bad English. I have no idea why.
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Jyabura. Don't call yourself ugly or old again or I'll kick you. I mean it. And I get the attention whore thing; I do really really do. And I don't have a problem with that. But don't disparage my opinion of you just because no one else is smart enough to vocalize it. Maybe I do have fucked up tastes in men but your tastes in woman supposedly aren't stellar either. I'm lucky to have you and I never forget that. I know you don't believe me but that frustrates me because I lie all the time and I've always been honest on this. And normally if someone didn't believe me I wouldn't be that phased, because I DO lie a lot. But this... You can't just say I'm good at figuring people out and still think I'm completely wrong about you. It's frustrating. I'm not going to let anyone put you down, not even yourself. I decided a long time ago you're mine, that means you're worth a lot and if other people can't see it that's just my gain, their loss. Ipin sees something in you, even if not sexually.
I'm glad you enjoyed them liking your physique for a change, but I just... wish you could stop thinking you're not already perfect the way you are. I get that I can't change your mind but if you call yourself inferior again I'm going to kick you.
Hah that's cute. Have I told you I like your taste in music? I'm going to have to counter that with Bad English's "Straight to Your Heart."
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If there’s something I can do, then I’ll be there, outside your broken world, you’ll see it’s me who cares~
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I still wish I'd met you when you were little. I bet you were adorable.
Take me straight to your heart, cause this time's real and real lasts forever. I know where you are, cause you know, I've been there before~
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Heh, I hate to tell you this, babe, but when I was little you weren't really alive.
...You ever think it's sorta weird how our tastes in music mesh like that?
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You might be overestimating your age difference. Plus I think time here and my world is messed up. And for proof of that I just need to point you in the general direction of Lambo and Ipin.
More like... lucky. Lucky to the point of if I had to weigh all the stupid fucking bad luck shit I've had over my entire life on one end of a scale then my good luck in finding you still outweighs it. I don't know about destiny or anything like that. But I do know you're lucky for me. I think I've known that much since the start.
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Ah...yeah, fair enough. Heh.
I think that...that's definitely the greatest compliment anybody's ever given me. I don't know what the fuck my problem is. I don't need to worry about whatever shit anybody else has to say about me. I got you.
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Maybe someday I'll feed you a blue carrot just so you can be small and I can carry you around and snuggle you. Only that would mean no sex for a week because yeah.
You've always got me. Losing you would be the worst thing that could happen so I won't let it... I won't. And you maybe deserve better but I'm selfish. And cocky.
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That's kind of a funny mental image, but don't do that. How much younger would that make me, anyway?
Don't say that. Even assuming I deserve the best there is, I've got it.
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Not sure. Kaku was 9 but had all his memories but Shanks was like 7? And didn't. And the Seven Sins cook dude was... I don't even remember. 12? 8? So it might just be how much you eat.
Hah... ok. ^_^
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Hey. If I'm not allowed to think of myself badly, you aren't either.
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Ha. Okay. I can agree to that one easily enough. ^_^
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Good. <3