"Look." Havoc started, resting his head against his hands. He took a deep breath. He had to explain. "You see; part of me loves you. Really loves you I mean. But the rest of me, well it still loves someone else." He breathed out. How could it feel like he was betraying someone he shouldn't even have met? He threw himself backwards on the skewed mattress, staring up at the ceiling. Why should it have been so hard to say that? There was no reason he should love her! Well it felt like he'd known Fujiko ten times as long as he'd known Sakura, and look how that ended up...

"You know what? This is fucked up."