Fujiko flushed slightly, trying to gauge how much he knew. "Havoc," she laughed softly and ran a hand through his hair, "I wouldn't be here if I was mad at you for it. It wasn't like I completely lost my mind. I just..." She turned away needing space to think quickly once again, "I was in love with you," she chuckled softly. "That's not such a bad thing." Her cheeks were still twinged with pink and she leaned carefully against the wall near the porthole. She glanced back at Havoc, and shook her head slightly, catching his grief and kissing his hands in return, wiping away small tears. "Hey. I mean... I don't know if I still am but..." too risky... she couldn't admit what she wanted to, it was too much of a chance at once. She leaned up on tiptoes again and gave him a light butterfly kiss with her eyelashes, following it up with a slightly stronger kiss to the lips. "I'm here. I want to know... what there is," she nodded, full of determination. "I'm not running away," she added softly.