Not running away

[doubleppk]

Hey so... I got some things to deal with regarding the ah... fruits.

As you'll notice I kind of um. Dismantled my my greenhouse of the weird stuff. No roped off sections, I'll replace it with some chestnut trees and I don't know what.

I burned all the green apples, and there won't be any others. I'm doing something about them and no, I'm not telling you what.

And for the sub. I'm handling the bounties.

Cheza welcome aboard. Elphaba you're in charge of getting Glinda, Jyabura's in charge.


Jyabura... I'm sorry I didn't take you with me... I just can't. Not where I'm going. But I'll be back soon. I promise. And if I'm not you can come get me. I'm not running away this time. I mean it.

And Brooke, thanks for the bat. He's adorable but camera shy.

This is what he'd look like if he weren't a miniature giant afro bat.


As it is, he looks like that but with an afro.



Ja ne!

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[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

But I--

...

Yeah. Okay. You're right. Got it.

[doubleppk]

Yeah. Because I can't take losing you. And even just worrying I will...

Thanks.

And thanks for coming to get me. Sorry.

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

Nn.

You're welcome.

[doubleppk]

Love you Jyabura.

Hehe. That actually went really well, right? Maybe? I think so! They said they'd do it. I mean everyone lies but this should work. I think. ^_^

Kaku's coming. He's upset. No clue what happened.

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

Somehow. Christ. Marines.

...I saw.

[doubleppk]

Hm.

When you were CP9 did you have to avoid marines then too?

James Bond movies. And then later some thrill seeking things I have planned.

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

I didn't have to, I just wanted to.

Sounds good.

[doubleppk]

Oh. Yeah same here. But with me it was more of a avoiding everyone and especially cops after... well circumstances that usually put me in the hot seat.

It's funny you know. I almost had a second chance here to try and redo everything but I think I would have wound up like this anyway only a lot more beat up and with bigger explosions. So I guess it's just as well.

Want some ice cream too?

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

...Being on the side of the law isn't always right. You did good.

Sure.

[doubleppk]

Mm. Thanks love.

Any particular flavors~?

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

Welcome.

Nah, you know what I like.

[doubleppk]

Awesome. <3

...

I feel like I should probably tell or say I'm sorry to someone for this. Only Kaku would get mad and feel worse and yeah. Um.

Sorry.

I'm picking a fight with Lucci. I know why. But I'm not going to stop. I'll try not to get hurt. You can yell at me for it though. But only you. Because you're the only person I don't want to disappoint. And I know I'm not handling it well but I can't think of any other means to do it. And SOMETHING has to be done.

I'm an idiot.

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

...

Didn't we just get done--

...Fine. Do what you want.

I wish you'd fucking listen to me sometimes, Fujiko.

[doubleppk]

... Jyabura...

I am. Listening I mean. I'm just...

Okay talk. I won't make a move. I'll listen.

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

Do whatever the fuck you want, I said.

...Is it too much to ask for you to hold to something you promised two goddamn days ago?

[doubleppk]

I am. I'm not going out to the ship, I'm staying here physically. All I'm doing picking a fight verbally so he unleashes the rest of everything he keeps penting up. All the shit about Straw-Hat, and everything of the last two months with the kid thing and all the other crap and the thing with Kaku and everything else. He just... he hasn't gotten as better about not supressing all emotions and turning them into seething hate as he thinks. And at least if I poke the volcano, I can take it. And someone should.

If I was... going to get hurt, I wouldn't do it. I'm not brave enough for that kind of suicide.

You're just...

How do you always stay so stable? I really envy that you know.

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

I really don't fucking know, Fuji. I'm pretty sure I'm not half as stable as you think.

...Just don't get hurt. What if he comes to find you?

[doubleppk]

Jyabura... yes you are. You're like a solid island in a stormy sea. And everyone on the sub can feel it, that's why they seek refuge near you.

Then I'll take the sub underwater and fire torpedoes until he chills out.

Last time I told Kaku I would get hurt, I knew I would. I'm pretty sure this time I won't. He'll get really really mad, take it out on me and then after that, we'll see. Worst comes to, I'll throw Kaku at him and run away while he's distracted.

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

...You think so?

Okay. I trust you.

[doubleppk]

Definitely. It's why you get all the crazy people like me and the rest on this floating psycho ward.

laskjdalkjd Thanks. Hey Jyabura? ... I trust you too.

[agent-wolf.livejournal.com]

Hehehe.

...Really?

[doubleppk]

<3!

Yeah.

Not as much as you deserve I bet but a lot. With all the important things. It's why I came to you on this.