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Fujiko Mine ([personal profile] doubleppk) wrote2009-07-30 05:11 pm
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Well that was... nothing short of mortifying.

Well then... I'm back to adult... sorry everyone. God. That was... not something I'm ever going to repeat. Gokudera... I'm sorry. I guess just try to enjoy it while you're stuck. I might be able to get an early cure or something. Orphe... you're... fucking insane. But... Thanks. I can't believe you did that. alksjdalkdsj Gah you're crazy. Jyabura... hum. You know where to find me. Sorry.

Oh and Matt, I have larger bras if you need them. Most of the pain you're feeling is probably from wearing the wrong size.

Lucci... we still on for training tomorrow? And Kalifa in a couple of hours if you have the time I could use some practice. Seems I've been slacking off.

Kaku I didn't really get to say much before and now it just doesn't seem important. I think you know what I was going to say anyway.

Calgara, thanks for fishing with me. ^_^

Usopp... hm... thanks.

The rest of you... Jeez I don't even know what to say so lay it on me. Yes, I talk a lot. Get re-used to it.

On another note my carrots worked. I'm selling them but not for a little while, I need to work on the prototype and others. SDC members, stay away from eating anything in the roped off section unless you want something crazy. Anyone attempting to prank me with my own stuff will be shot.
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[identity profile] ohme-eh.livejournal.com 2009-07-31 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
A whole five days? I guess I was more distracted than I thought!
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[personal profile] doubleppk 2009-07-31 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
I was... a lot quieter than usual too.

When I was 7 I barely talked. It was easier when Jyabura gave me the laptop to type on but even then. I was a lot quieter than I am now. And I had more of a desire to hide.

[identity profile] ohme-eh.livejournal.com 2009-07-31 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
I would have liked to have met you.
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[personal profile] doubleppk 2009-07-31 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
Hum. I guess I could tell you about it but I couldn't really fake it to be honest. I think... differently. And just the things I've seen and done since then. I guess I'm used to that being part of who I am too. Like how you miss... yourself basically now that you're here in a separate world.

[identity profile] ohme-eh.livejournal.com 2009-07-31 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't ask you to fake it, eh? I just wish I'd gotten to meet you is all.
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[personal profile] doubleppk 2009-07-31 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
No I know you wouldn't I just... sorry. I was thinking about masks.

Thanks for the sentiment I think. You could try reading some of the... erm. Nevermind it's probably best you don't. I was... kind of messed up at that age.

[identity profile] ohme-eh.livejournal.com 2009-07-31 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
No, it's all right, I won't. Messed up?
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[personal profile] doubleppk 2009-07-31 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
I guess I still am but for different reasons. I was... scared of people. All people. I... still am most times but I fake pretending I'm fine better now.

[identity profile] ohme-eh.livejournal.com 2009-07-31 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
...why are you afraid of people?
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[personal profile] doubleppk 2009-07-31 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
They usually want to kill me.

[identity profile] ohme-eh.livejournal.com 2009-07-31 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
But isn't that because of something you've done, usually?
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[personal profile] doubleppk 2009-07-31 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
Or hurt me for being annoying or... other things. When I was little I used to get in a lot of fights.

[identity profile] ohme-eh.livejournal.com 2009-07-31 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry to hear that.
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[personal profile] doubleppk 2009-07-31 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
I... don't particularly mind it. I don't wish for anything different because without that I wouldn't have been strong enough to survive what I did. I got to do things no one else in my world has, see things most of them never do because of all those... whatevers. It's like. Balance. You can't have all the good without some bad I think. So maybe at first it seems rougher to other people but by the same token I'm stronger for it and still got to enjoy myself.

Sorry if I'm talking too much. I guess I just feel nostalgic right now.
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[personal profile] doubleppk 2009-07-31 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks. ^_^

Were you a lot shyer when you were younger? Don't answer if you don't want to. Just curious. I think my younger self probably would have gotten along with you, younger or not.

[identity profile] ohme-eh.livejournal.com 2009-07-31 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
I'm still shy now, eh?
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[personal profile] doubleppk 2009-07-31 07:14 am (UTC)(link)
A little. ^_^ I guess I mean more so. If that's possible~ ;)

[identity profile] ohme-eh.livejournal.com 2009-07-31 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I was a shy kid.
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[personal profile] doubleppk 2009-07-31 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
Heh. I always wondered if it was an innate thing or from circumstances. I still don't really know to be honest.

[identity profile] ohme-eh.livejournal.com 2009-07-31 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
Nature or nurture. It's like the chicken or the egg thing.
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[personal profile] doubleppk 2009-07-31 07:59 am (UTC)(link)
haha yeah. I always figured it's different person to person, just never knew for myself on that one either.
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