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Entry tags:
- ipin,
- kids,
- not missing anyone,
- sdc,
- sub
What's the deal with kids? On another note: SDC News (ooc: Long post is long)
So yeah. Kids. Who needs them right? They're brats. And frustrating. And... I don't know. I miss them. I hate kids... but not always. Because some of them are really cool. And I've done tutoring and sometimes it's really nice to see a kid actually not turn out so badly just because I was able to help. That doesn't happen a lot for me, you know? But sometimes. And jeez... there are TONS of people here who have kids or raise kids or tutor kids or are kids or want kids. So yeah. To all of you. What's up with that? Do you like kids? Why? Would you want your own? Do you just prefer raising them? Are you sick of them after a couple of years? Want more? What's the deal?
Attention remaining Sweet Death Crew Members.
We're basically... *sigh* I'll be honest, I don't really know where to begin with this. Killua and Gon sent a letter. Their lead on Gon's Dad turned out to be solid so they're going to follow that down. They're not coming back. Ipin is continuing the training and currently sending letters to Jyabura. That said... the crew has been left to us. I'd just as soon rather not continue with the captain rotation schedule as it's been disorganized and not really well utilized for some time. So... positions.
Jyabura -- secret real captain. Take your problems to him.
Me (Fujiko if you really need the reminder of my name) -- I'll do the navigating, some tactics and as far as marines/bounty hunters go we'll let them think I'm Captain because I have a clean record here.
Rosette -- in charge of ammo, firepower and demon-fighting.
Orphe -- foreign relations regarding most other crews (not including the Seven Sins which will be handled as a crew), marines, ports etc.
Toboe -- In charge of keeping an eye on supplies so that we know when to dock to get more. This includes food, soap, etc.
Elphaba -- Vet. stuff until we get another doctor.
Silver -- Continuing the justice stuff... and anything else you want.
Poland -- You already know what you're in charge of. Oh and without Ipin as our cover she's all yours. Just ah... keep her quiet. ;)
We still need: A good cook and a doctor. Anyone requesting a different position/added duties may as well do so now. Fay~ darling~ would you like to come stay on the sub rather than the Vongola? Mokona can come too of course. <3
Also. As our only wanted member is now Jyabura we're not really pirates. We pretty much haven't been much of pirates since I got here. So we're going full steam on bounty hunters. Don't let me catch any of you calling us pirates or I'll whap you.
Objections? None. Awesome. Anyone wanting to find me in person, I'm in the controls room. With a bottle of rum and a very long music play-list. I'm not freaking out but I'm not in a good mood. You're forewarned.
Attention remaining Sweet Death Crew Members.
We're basically... *sigh* I'll be honest, I don't really know where to begin with this. Killua and Gon sent a letter. Their lead on Gon's Dad turned out to be solid so they're going to follow that down. They're not coming back. Ipin is continuing the training and currently sending letters to Jyabura. That said... the crew has been left to us. I'd just as soon rather not continue with the captain rotation schedule as it's been disorganized and not really well utilized for some time. So... positions.
Jyabura -- secret real captain. Take your problems to him.
Me (Fujiko if you really need the reminder of my name) -- I'll do the navigating, some tactics and as far as marines/bounty hunters go we'll let them think I'm Captain because I have a clean record here.
Rosette -- in charge of ammo, firepower and demon-fighting.
Orphe -- foreign relations regarding most other crews (not including the Seven Sins which will be handled as a crew), marines, ports etc.
Toboe -- In charge of keeping an eye on supplies so that we know when to dock to get more. This includes food, soap, etc.
Elphaba -- Vet. stuff until we get another doctor.
Silver -- Continuing the justice stuff... and anything else you want.
Poland -- You already know what you're in charge of. Oh and without Ipin as our cover she's all yours. Just ah... keep her quiet. ;)
We still need: A good cook and a doctor. Anyone requesting a different position/added duties may as well do so now. Fay~ darling~ would you like to come stay on the sub rather than the Vongola? Mokona can come too of course. <3
Also. As our only wanted member is now Jyabura we're not really pirates. We pretty much haven't been much of pirates since I got here. So we're going full steam on bounty hunters. Don't let me catch any of you calling us pirates or I'll whap you.
Objections? None. Awesome. Anyone wanting to find me in person, I'm in the controls room. With a bottle of rum and a very long music play-list. I'm not freaking out but I'm not in a good mood. You're forewarned.
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Also, why the hell you are asking about kids? Thinking about getting few?
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Tch. What's it to you? I don't know. I just feel confused. I miss them and... that's surprising. To me. A little. I want to know why. And... some other stuff.
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No look I just... I don't know. It's quiet.
Kind of lonely.I got used the chaos. In a weird way, it was FUN. I mean any time I got bored or antsy, I could count on Gon and Killua to squirt gun with me or play monopoly with Ipin or something. This is so...no subject
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It's not... I'm not lonely for people specifically. There's still Rosette and Toboe and Elphaba and Orphe and the sub in general. And I don't really like people that much. I don't even normally like kids that much but some of them I do. So it's confusing.
And I'm specifically talking about kids. Not other people. I don't want friends. People getting close enough to stab you in the back?
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Geez, maternal strikes happen to every woman it seems. How fucking annoying.
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Tch. Don't count on it. It's more like... Forget it idiot. You probably couldn't understand even if I explained it.
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You're not thinking straight if you think I don't know that. It's just... I don't even know. That's the frustrating part.
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It's not like if you think about having kids you'll stop missing Killua, Gon or Ipin, you know?
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Tch. Then I'll just stop missing them period... it's still... not completely about that.
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Babies I hate. That's not even a question. But maybe I don't really hate kids as much.
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Tch. That's why I'm so confused. I can't make sense of this. It's like this emotional thing only I don't... hn. Jyabura would say I should trust my instincts but I don't even know if I HAVE any on this one. And I'm not going to say yes if I don't think it'll make me happy too but I don't know.
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I'm happier now than I have been but... I want more. I'm jealous of what other people have all the time. And even kids. People with kids always say it's the most fulfilling thing they've ever done with their life. I'm sick of just... being the one to always run. I don't mind just having Jyabura but the chance for more? It's not an offer I usually get. And it's not one I want to turn down either. I don't... hugely like kids. They're a pain. But sometimes to get those gems you have to dodge a million traps and then you can't even take them all with you and you just have to remember the beauty and the feeling of when you first found them and... I want that. I want more of that. I don't want to settle. I don't want to say "This is good enough." It's not. It's never enough. And if I have a chance to really and truly be happier... I want it.
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