Ah good. Understood. Believe me I won't. If it gets down to it and I don't think I can do it... I'll tell him. And I don't know.... I kind of miss having the kids around. It's so much quieter and kind of depressing without them. And he wants his own I think which makes sense and I don't know.... If it was... ANYONE else asking I'd probably just say "No I hate kids." But... I can be more honest with myself around him and it's like... my reasons for not wanting kids seem softer and I don't know.
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I am.
Ah good. Understood. Believe me I won't. If it gets down to it and I don't think I can do it... I'll tell him. And I don't know.... I kind of miss having the kids around. It's so much quieter and kind of depressing without them. And he wants his own I think which makes sense and I don't know.... If it was... ANYONE else asking I'd probably just say "No I hate kids." But... I can be more honest with myself around him and it's like... my reasons for not wanting kids seem softer and I don't know.