No. Are you? Tch. Sorry. I do need a smoke. But no, I'm not high. When you meet him you'll understand.
Doesn't mean I'm going to tell him either. I'm pretty sure he DOES know and that it doesn't phase him too much since he can smell the smoke on me when I get back but...
Maybe. Sometimes... I don't really know what I should or shouldn't do. I just know... Hn. Jyabura says I should trust my instincts. I'm trying. I can't yet because... I don't... trust... anything. Except maybe my guns and motorcycles. But... my instincts say I shouldn't run. And I don't want to until I see this through. And losing Jyabura would be... so stupid. I'd lose everything and gain nothing.
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No. Are you?
Tch. Sorry. I do need a smoke. But no, I'm not high. When you meet him you'll understand.
Doesn't mean I'm going to tell him either. I'm pretty sure he DOES know and that it doesn't phase him too much since he can smell the smoke on me when I get back but...
Maybe. Sometimes... I don't really know what I should or shouldn't do. I just know... Hn. Jyabura says I should trust my instincts. I'm trying. I can't yet because... I don't... trust... anything. Except maybe my guns and motorcycles. But... my instincts say I shouldn't run. And I don't want to until I see this through. And losing Jyabura would be... so stupid. I'd lose everything and gain nothing.