Look if people could control who they loved and how much, I very much doubt anyone would fall in love... ever. Period. Because it's painful. It means opening up a part you thought was safe and letting someone trash the place if they feel like it.
Usopp probably feels like crap because well I kind of worry about his self-esteem so being compared to Lucci makes him feel ten million different kinds of inadequacies that he can't measure up to. If you aren't leaving Usopp then I suggest telling Usopp all the reasons you love him. Or as many you can think of that aren't ridiculously embarrassing to say. And stop at a hundred fifty if you have that many because after that you'll never get a chance to tell them all.
And Lucci... I have no idea how deeply it runs. For you or him.
There's a sort of yardstick I hold men by. I don't want to, you know? Because it's a shitty thing to do. They don't know it and I'm not about to tell them. And in my world... Things were a lot different as you know. People mostly. I can't say this is true for anyone but me but it always has been. I like... the idea of only one person. One person I can just unleash everything I'm feeling and he can actually handle it without breaking or running away. So any guy I would consider dating, he has to be better than that yardstick because otherwise, it's not worth the time and hassle and all the fuss. I don't know if you get what I'm saying but basically, I believe you love Usopp a lot. And I believe you love Lucci a lot. But I think if you loved either of them just at... burning levels where they invade your thoughts no matter how much you run away, where you don't want to love them and can't fucking help it because they keep doing things that just... make you... then you'd have your answer.
And George? I suspect you do. No one wants to get hurt but if you try to look out for both of them at the same time all three of you will get more hurt. You have to protect yourself and then protect either or both. Do you know what you want from this? From five months from now if you had a daydream perfect scenario, how would you like it to look like?
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Look if people could control who they loved and how much, I very much doubt anyone would fall in love... ever. Period. Because it's painful. It means opening up a part you thought was safe and letting someone trash the place if they feel like it.
Usopp probably feels like crap because well I kind of worry about his self-esteem so being compared to Lucci makes him feel ten million different kinds of inadequacies that he can't measure up to. If you aren't leaving Usopp then I suggest telling Usopp all the reasons you love him. Or as many you can think of that aren't ridiculously embarrassing to say. And stop at a hundred fifty if you have that many because after that you'll never get a chance to tell them all.
And Lucci... I have no idea how deeply it runs. For you or him.
There's a sort of yardstick I hold men by. I don't want to, you know? Because it's a shitty thing to do. They don't know it and I'm not about to tell them. And in my world... Things were a lot different as you know. People mostly. I can't say this is true for anyone but me but it always has been. I like... the idea of only one person. One person I can just unleash everything I'm feeling and he can actually handle it without breaking or running away. So any guy I would consider dating, he has to be better than that yardstick because otherwise, it's not worth the time and hassle and all the fuss. I don't know if you get what I'm saying but basically, I believe you love Usopp a lot. And I believe you love Lucci a lot. But I think if you loved either of them just at... burning levels where they invade your thoughts no matter how much you run away, where you don't want to love them and can't fucking help it because they keep doing things that just... make you... then you'd have your answer.
And George? I suspect you do. No one wants to get hurt but if you try to look out for both of them at the same time all three of you will get more hurt. You have to protect yourself and then protect either or both. Do you know what you want from this? From five months from now if you had a daydream perfect scenario, how would you like it to look like?