I... don't particularly mind it. I don't wish for anything different because without that I wouldn't have been strong enough to survive what I did. I got to do things no one else in my world has, see things most of them never do because of all those... whatevers. It's like. Balance. You can't have all the good without some bad I think. So maybe at first it seems rougher to other people but by the same token I'm stronger for it and still got to enjoy myself.

Sorry if I'm talking too much. I guess I just feel nostalgic right now.