Hum. I didn't really explain the question well. I'm not worried about me personally. I like the way I am. If I had grown up here I wouldn't be me. I don't know that I would have learned all the things that make me strong, that make me... me. So I don't regret that at all. It's more... Hum. Fuck. Alright. I've been... debating... the idea of having kids for a while now. And... if my kids wound up like me... I don't think I could keep them alive. But with Jyabura's help... and here not... there...

Hehe. He probably will. I remember... almost everything. It's weird though. Filtered. Not like it happened when I was little but through different angles basically.